Perplexed

Friday, April 4, 2008

me

It's like a heavy punch on my face
till I barely catch up the pace

It's like an unconscious impulse
till I suddenly puzzle my nerves

It's like a soulless fight
till I reluctantly smile to myself

It's like an untreated fatal disease
till I tartly figure its complexity

It's like an unfaithful betrayal
till I hardly recall your scent of summer

friends

graduate

Everyone that I know, I truly miss you so

25 comments :

迷迭香 said...

is it raining or is it snowing ?

~ JChan。찬준偉 ~ said...

Don't worry.
They surely will read your message.

They miss you too..

Anonymous said...

don't worry so much bev. 床前明月光,疑是地上霜。举头望明月,低头思故乡。

每个背井离乡的学子都会想家。的空的时候就回来吧!

Anonymous said...

i think everybody is jus like wad u do nw
dey will mixx u bloody much
so must appreciate de person huh beside u nw urr

emilio said...

ur family shares the typical family smile! btw do ur family members read ur blog?

no worries.. they are missing u the same way u are!

Akira 思胜 said...

想念, 是必定的...
思念, 也是难免的...

我想, 大家在这里, 包括你家人, 也是很想念的...

要珍惜身边的每个人哦...

Unknown said...

Every students who studying away from their home would have the same feeling like you now. Think that as a passion of life and your family sure proud of what are you today.

choi yen said...

Home sick huh.... Cheer up friend!!!

tsuey miin said...

izit the photo taken at malaysia wit ur fren and family?
the birthday party seems so happy~

luxen said...

I used to have a dream when I was studying far away. Just before I woke up, I would dream I'm sleeping in my old bed at home, in my own room. I would dream, just before I open my eyes, I would see my old room and my family.

However, in the instant I open my eyes, I find that I am a few thousand KM away from home, all alone in a strange land. I could almost feel myself flying over the oceans and continents in that instant I opened my eyes.

Now, I don't have that dream anymore.

. Jäcky . said...

Wuik wuik..did anyone notice at the last picture? She is getting thinner esp you look at her face. Last time so kawaii. ^^ now so so mature d. hmm..great work =P

Kikey Loo said...

I understand the feeling me too..

welcome to visit my chinese blog too.
I wrote all my feeling at there..
http://liulangji83.blogspot.com/

Ryan Chin said...

Time really run away from us so so so fast, sumtime, we would to think why don't u stop a while? to let us refresh back.. just like wat u post today..

refresh back your sweet memory.. wish to come back to malaysia and give a big hug to everyone?

Beverly's Secret said...

Dear 迷迭香,
It was raining. But the raindrops turned to ice due to cold weather.

Dear ~원 준 偉~, buttercup, S型•樱戈子, Akira, Chyi, mimi and Kikey,
Thanks for concerning!! I'll gambate and keep moving on~~

Dear EmiLio,
Yup, my family and friends read it. That's my 1st motive to start blogging.

Dear Sai Ling,
Yeah, that one was taken in M'sia during my farewell party last Nov.

Dear luxen,
Honestly, i still have those illusions. It's getting even clearer each and everyday. Sigh..
I'll be strong, no worries!!

Dear Jäcky,
hahaha.. the hair style matter, that was taken on Nov 2007. Not too long ago. Kekeke..

Dear Ryan,
really wanna hug everyone NOW!! ARGHH....

- L O I - said...

i miss everyone in Malaysia as well...
Home sick all the time~~ *CRY*

Anonymous said...

思念,真的很孤单。
你的家人有看你写的部落格,
这是件好事啊,
起码他们在这里看到你的生活。^^

不如。你也请他们和你一样开始写生活不落格,那么关系不是会更亲近吗?

JiaNi said...

加油嚕,還有“我們”陪伴你。。呵呵~
題外話:你的圍巾真的很漂亮,我很喜歡。這里都沒看到。。

Anonymous said...

很了解你此刻的心情~

这也是没有办法的事,
为了理想,为了将来,
希望你一切都很好..
^-^

加油咯

邓秀茵 said...

小妮子今天很感性喔~~
感受到你的感受……

小海狗 said...

oh~~~~u r post graduated student....
so u now stay at US to complete ur master or phd study, is it?

Mei-Wah said...

home is coming over to you soon! pork floss is flying towards you~~~

ET女子 said...

离乡背井的心情我了解~
我也是一个人来到西马完成学业和工作~
不过你隔离更远,想必一定更深的思念这里的人与物~
中间那个是你吗?难道我们同间大学毕业?

Beverly's Secret said...

Dear - L O I -,
It's not easy, stay strong together!!

Dear 月亮,
They did blog. But very rare. Hehehe...

Dear jiani,
Thx jiani. But i bough the scarf at COMA, Mid Valley. RM 8, super duper cheap!! hehehe..

Dear shishi,
Thank you. I feel so warm!!

Dear 邓秀茵,
Hey sweetie, your new book is really awesome~~ Hehehe..

Dear 名叫羊羽的路人,
Yup, furthering my Master in Business Administration (MBA) here..

Dear Mei Wah,
Thx, you are such a good friend.

Dear ET女子,
Hehehe..it could be. I was doing Mass Comm in UPM before. Call me senior!! kekeke...

JiaNi said...

Hi, Thanks for the information. will go "coma" today to take a look.....hahahha =P

anyway, Thanks for your sharing ya

ET女子 said...

me graduate since 2006 wor, but not same course~ haha~